Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Trouble with a boy and a very close friend.?
So there's this guy, Erik and my best friend Chloe. They were dating but due to trust issues and him cheating on her Chloe and Erki broke up. The day after Erik and her broke up, Erik came over. We walked around, talked, he met my family and such. Then he kissed me, twice. I know it sounds bad, but I have liked him for four months now. We tried dating before but it didn't work out well because I was an idiot. Well now I like him, I like him a lot. Our school had a dance and he was saying how excited he was to see me in my dress and everything before. At the dance we hung out. We made plans to hang out after and such. Then a slow song came on, the only slow song in the entire dance and we slow danced. I was seriously having the best night. Though, then Chloe starts crying. One of Erik's friends sees her and talks to her. Bsically people made Erik feel bad. So he walks up to me and says "I think everyone would be happir if I was with Chloe and not you, except for you" I was honestly crushed. I ran crying. Later I asked if he was sure and he said yes. I walked out of the dance crying and such, everyone saw it sucked. About 5 minutes into the ride, he texts me. He says stuff like sorry, I never meant this for you, I wanted to be different..I don't want to talk to you I need to, I have feelings for you, and he kept apologizing. Honestly I feel I love him so I couldn't stay mad, we talked even though as of that night they were back together.Well then recently we had a school trip, seeing them together makes me cry. Chloe knows about the kiss and whenever I go near Erik she glares at me. It's been over a week since I've actually even hugged him, and it sucks. We were all hanging out yesterday, Chloe, Erik, me, and Jamie. Jamie is the other one of our friends. Chloe made Erik feel so unneeded. She flirted with other guys at the pool, ran with them, got chased by them. Erik is though the type of person to let it go. He's a strong person. He's gotten into fights, he can pick me up, he tells me he'll always keep me safe. He's like a super man except he can be destructed. But anyways I was talking to her and she looked at me and said see those two guys over there? I still like them. And she's told me she likes other guys. I told her, she has everything I want and I wish I was with him. She kinda just blew me off like I said nothing. She I guess doesn't understand. But she left then Jamie and I hung out with him. I love being alone with him. I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't know it felt right becauseit does. When I look at him I see no flaws. He keeps me on my toes. He's incredibly hot and attractive. When I see him, talk to him I feel commplete. There's nothing anyone could do to change this. I want to be with him. I want him to realize he could be so much happier. I wish she would realize it. I dunno. Is there anything I could say to them? Summer is in 3 more days of school and I don't want the relationship to drag on because then I will lose himm. I don't want that. I just want to tell him that she likes other guys, and all of that but Jamie said it isn't my place, and it's not. But if there anything I could say to Chloe? They're not right for each other even if they agree they love each other. They're 14. I think they're saying it, just to say it.
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